December 13, 2009

mr. physical therapy and ms. bff


kevin congratz! i was not present to witness one of your embarassing moment! Ü
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thanks for informing me, eventhough you only got 1st runner up, still proud for you my friend!

saying that you just do it for fun and almost trashing it, i know you really want it. bleeh!
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i still don't get it why girls got chills when they see you


even if your just like this:


more over


when you are up to something...

we still got long road ahead of us in school, together with lalin and other classmates we will reach our tolls.

thanks for transfering, you really don't have any idea how grateful i am!

owe you a lot!

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salute to both of you!

my two bestfriends!

hope we still stick together until the end,

and friendship that will not end like my pasts.

December 11, 2009

love letter

cyrle,
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you're alone!
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when will you ever learn?
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when will you stop expecting?
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they will never to you
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and you to them!
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so you better stop daydreaming!
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they are only using you,
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stop being so gentle and kind,
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because they will never be like that to you.
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why can't you learn?
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how many times of falling and crashing into a mud of pit
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before you learn that there will always be
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those people that would love to pull you down?
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stop enjoying so there would never be heartbreaks and pains.
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they are laughing behind your back.
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i think it's better that you'd be the old one
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plain,
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safe
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mean,
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strong,
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carefree
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and
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you are selfish,
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think only of yourself.
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can you give me a promise?
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promise me,
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that
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you will never let your guard down!
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love,
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yasmeen

criminal

i killed him so many times in my mind
i hated him so much that makes me want to punch his face
i cried coz he tried to get my only confidant
i accept defeat coz im no match to him
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i don't know who to trust anymore
i don't know who to listen to
i don't know what to do
i don't know how to be on my own
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i'll rather go back in my old self
than let them hurt me openly
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i'll rather be the same old criminal,
killing people i don't like
flooding my mind with their blood
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satisfying my hunger for revenge
a mean smile that strucks my heart to laugh
the only way to feel my happiness
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kill him and them

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