ssuurrbbeeii..♣♠♦♣

once again,

I'm sunk into darkness

that for others,

it may seem nonsense or waste of time

but for me,

it's is just one of my sanctuary....

1. Musta bakasyon mo?

- ayos lng, wlang pinagkaiba s normal n araw...

2. Palagi ka bang umaalis?

- hindi ..

3. Masaya ka naman ba?

- stoned!

4. Bakit?

- eh s aun eh...

6. Kailan pasukan ninyo?

- sa june 15 dw..

7. Sa tingin mo, bakit kailangan mag-aral?

- para matuwa ang magulang, sila nmn ang my gusto at pera nmn nila...

8. E bakit kailangan ng tubig?

- for drinking: para hnd aq madehydrate at hnd aq ngsbi s mama q ng "mama hiney hurts... T.T"

for other purposes: para my pampaligo!

9. Anong gusto mo? Sports, Music o Acting?

- sports and music.

10. Makulit ka ba?

- minsan lang, pag nag-isip bata n nmn aq...

11. Maingay ka ba?

- nope.

12. May kaaway ka ba?

- hmmmmppp.. UO

13. Meron bang special sa araw na ito?

- relieved from hiney hurts!!

14. Musta naman love life mo?

- ZzeroO

15. Sino naman bf/gf mo?

- zero-kun, kung kilala mo 'yon..

16. May nagalit na ba sa iyo dahil sa isang tao lang?

- oo.

17. Saan ka nag-aaral?

- exiting DMMC- Institute of Health Sciences, entering **** (still confidential)

18. Musta naman doon?

- ewan q... physically absent

19. Kaya mo pa ba mag-aral?

- oo...

20. Musta mga grades mo?

- aus lng, naipang-aasar p s mga gahaman s grades =.=

21. May bagsak ka ba?

- WALA! =.=

22. Saan ka kumakain sa school mo?

- sa cafeteria..

23. Sino kasama mo?

- friends/classmates

24. Bakit?

- gutom din sila

25. Anong subject ka natulog?

- college, wla; nung highschool, lahat ng math sesion q nakakatulog aq...

26. Nagcutting ka na ba?

- oo for a good reason; oo pag sobrang bored aq s klase...

27. Lagi ka ba late pumasok?

- hehehe.. YES!

28. Sumayaw ka na ba sa school mo?

- oo

29. Bakit ka sumayaw?

- para may grade...

30. E kanta?

- nope

31. Ang init no?

- malamig ngaun. umulan ngaun eh..

32. Mahilig ka ba manood ng dvd?

- oo..

33. E text?

- nope.

34. Internet?

- super.

35. Mahilig ka bang gumimik?

- hnd..

36. bored ka ba ngeun?

- yup

37. anu paborito mong kanta

- more to life by stacie orrico

38.anu kanta ngeun?

- the climb by miley cyrus

39. Si vic sotto ay..

- may show n s channel 5

40. Si ely ng eraserheads ay..

- sa pupil n.

41. Gusto kong lumipad..

- at matulog s ulap.

42. Gusto kong pumunta sa..

- Greece

43. Gusto kong kumain ng..

- spicy yumpanada.. yumyum =.=

44. Gusto kong maging..

- invisible.

45. Gusto ko sanang..

- makatapos na ng pag aaral.

46. Palagi na lang..

- mainit.

47. Meron din akong..

- asperger's syndrome

48. It's not..

- contagious

49. Pagod na kong..

- magalit.

50. Habulin mo..

- happiness mo! happiness!

51. Last, anong masasabi mo sa survey?

- palipas oras ..

Gone A.W.O.L

ATTENTION!

BLOG WORLD

your girl here is on BLOG leave!

(is there anything like that??)

as you noticed, there is no recent updates on this blog.

the last posts were songs that help me reflect during the holy week...

yes, the holy week. or more precisely, i actually stop blogging since vacation starts...

i'm not stressed nor in the mood to blog about anything.

and I haven't gone anywhere. every night till the break of dawn i'm infront of my computer...

just to keep up,

here is my daily routine. (exaclty! routine on vacation days)

everynight (sometimes in day) of every week: in front of computer, into inet surfing, intruding other blogs, killing boredom by watching on-line asian dramas, chatting

monday.tuesday,thursday,friday (either 7:30 am or 6:30 pm) : go to the fitness gym, i generally do taebo,

other days or other time: i am fixing my self and all that jazz to transfer school!

yes baby, I'm transferring AGAIN! wooh hoo! (i should have blog about this thingy!)

SLEEPING is my hobby! TOO LAZY BUMBUM!

=.=

i tried to join the AKO MISMO advocacy campaign,

i first heard it on GAME KNB

when its host edu manzano plugged about it,

right now i'm still waiting for the confirmation e-mail.

sweet and serene....

holy week...

april 5-12, 2009

or Lenten season...

a week devoted by Roman Catholic for the salvation of mankind by its Savior....

• its color is violet, signifies the Lent by the Church
• time of prayers and reflections
• a time for oneself to Him

it is the time of the year that a part of me is very lonely, though i do not have any reasons to...

it is the time of the year that i always feel a mistake in me... a wrongly things done but not committed...

it is a time of the year when i feel there will always be hope of light for tommorrow, even i have nothing to look forward to...

it is a time of the year that i always feel i don't have any rights to smile even when i have to...

it is the time of the year that i always feel that people around me are fools in their own way for celebrating it...

it is the time of the year that i always question my self, "why am i being so fool not to feel this but i always think of this???"

it is the time of the year that i feel that i am nothing compared to Him

it is the time of the year that i can't joke about but i don't know why? but still, i did once...

• it's not violet, it's red for blood, for suffering
• time of confusion, i never prayed or reflect on things but i always have a feeling that i am talking to Him always, that i know what i did wrong and right...
• time of crying to Him, i really don't know why, but i am sad...

Palm Sunday

well, i didn't attend mass, but my mom did. she went solo. she actually attended the 6 a.m mass. way too early for me. she did wake me up but not ot join her but to transfer bed to accompany my 18 months old cousin that is staying with us this summer.

around 7 a.m, mom was not yet home, but Allen woke up already... (i'm sensing trouble OK?)

Allen(in babyish way of talking).Cyrle

Good morning! =.=

Tita?? (face about to cry!)

Not here...

Silent

Lis jan! (go away)

nope!

dun k labas! (there! outside)

Carry him outside ><

then mom came...

quiet day...

Holy Monday

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Holy Tuesday

Grandma came to fetch up Allen so he can stay with his parents the rest of the holy week. Sarah ended up going with them.

Holy Wednesday

movie marathon with mom, watch harry potter movies from 1 - 5! for real!!! then evening came, i tend to watch the pirates of the carribean. finished the first installment but cut short the second one.

Maundy Thursday

continued the movie marathon. watched the rest of the 2nd pirate movie then move on with the third... mom went to Kuya jessie to borrow more movies. next in lines were the negotiator, men in black, men in black ii. we actually didn't care that those movies were old and watched them over a hundred times already...

and guess what???

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i saw a shooting star around 6:30

Good Friday

woke up late. ate late breakfast... mom and aunts were outside chatting... i ended up getting their blood pressure... ate yums, mom cooked coco jam to bribed me so that no lunch!!!! moms... evening came, we ate dinner at the hut together with aunts and cousins...

Black Saturday

i actually slept whole day....

Easter Sunday

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the warrior is a child

Lately I've been winning battles left and right
But even winners can get wounded in the fight
People say that I'm amazing, strong beyond my years
But they don't see inside of me, I'm hiding all the tears

They don't know that I go running home when I fall down
They don't know who picks me up when no one is around
I drop my sword and cry for just a while
Deep inside this armour - the warrior is a child.

Unafraid because His armour is the best
But even soldiers need a quiet place to rest.
People say that I'm amazing - never face retreat
But they don't see the enemies that lay me at His feet.

They don't know that I go running home when I fall down
They don't know who picks me up when no one is around
I drop my sword and look up for a smile
'Cause deep inside this armour...

Deep inside this armour...
Deep inside this armour...
The warrior is a child.

tell the world of His love

For God so loved the world

He gave us His only Son

Jesus Christ our Savior

His most precious one

He has sent us His message of love

And sends those who hear

To bring the message to everyone

In a voice loud and clear

Let us tell the world of His love

The greatest love the world has known

Search the world for those who have walked

Astray and lead them home

Fill the world's darkest corners

With His light from up above

Walk every step, Every mile, Every road

And tell the world,

Tell the world of His love

(Tell the world of His love)

(Tell the world of His love)

Our Lord our savior our king

Emmanuelle prince of peace

Begotten of the Father's love

Born to set us free

Let heaven and earth sing His phrases

His righteousness proclaim

Let every heart rejoice in His love

And magnify His name

Let us tell the world of His love

The greatest love the world has known

Search the world for those who have walked

Astray and lead them home

Fill the world's darkest corners

With His light from up above

Walk every step, Every mile, Every road

And tell the world,

Tell the world of His love

(Tell the world of His love)

Let us tell the world of His love

The greatest love the world has known

Search the world for those who have walked

Astray and lead them home

Fill the world's darkest corners

With His light from up above

Walk every step, Every mile, Every road And tell the world,

Tell the world of His love

(Tell the world of His love)

Tell the world of His love

heal our land

If my people will humble themselves

Humble themselves and pray

If they seek my face and humble themselves

And turn from their wicked ways

REFRAIN 1

I will hear from heaven and forgive their sins

I will hear from heaven and heal their land

CHORUS

Lord, heal our land

Father, heal our land

Hear our cry and turn our nation back to You

Lord, heal our land

Hear us oh, Lord, and heal our land

Forgive our sin and heal our broken land

Lord, we vow our knee, we humble ourselves

Humble ourselves and pray

Lord, we seek your face and humble ourselves

And turn from my wicked ways

REFRAIN 2

Father in Your mercy, forgive our sins

Father in Your mercy, come heal our land

[Repeat CHORUS twice]

CODA (Lord, heal our land Father, heal our land)

Hear our cry and heal our broken land

I
Lord I come to you
Let my heart be changed,renewed
Flowing from the grace
That I found in You.
And Lord Ive come to know
The weaknesses I see in me
Will be stripped away
By the power of Your love.

Chorus:
Hold me close
Let Your love surround me
Bring me near
Draw me to Your side.
And as I wait
Ill rise up like the eagle
And I will soar with you
Your Spirit leads me on
In the power of Your love..

II
Lord unveil my eyes
Let me see You face to face
The knowledge of Your love
As You live in me.
Lord renew my mind
As Your will unfolds in my life
In living every day
In the power of Your love

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Hold me close
Let Your love surround me
Bring me near
Draw me to Your side.
And as I wait
Ill rise up like the eagle
And I will soar with you
Your Spirit leads me on
In the power of Your love..

i see You Lord

I'm so blessed my Lord

I can see you

In all the lovely things

So fine and true

I see you in the beauty

Of the flowers and the rain

I see you between the lines

Of a sweet refrain

I'm so blessed my Lord

I can see you

Even when I'm lonely and in pain

I see you in the beauty of the stars at night

I see you in my life

I feel alright

I see you Lord

In sorrow and in happiness

I see you in the glory

Of sweet success

I see you Lord

Every hour, everyday

I can see you Lord

Whenever I pray

I'm so blessed my Lord

I can see you

In the smile of a baby

Sweet and true

I can see you in the eyes

Of my very best friends

I see you in these bonds

Just like your love that never ends

I see you Lord

In sorrow and in happiness

I see you in the glory

Of sweet success

I see you Lord

Every hour, everyday

I can see you Lord

Whenever I pray

I see you Lord

In sorrow and in happiness

I see you in the glory

Of sweet success

I see you Lord

Every hour, everyday

I can see you Lord

Whenever I pray

I pray...

I can see you Lord

Whenever I pray...

I see you Lord...

one more gift

Refrain:

If there’s one more gift

I’d ask of you,

Lord it would be peace here on earth

as gentle as your children’s laughter

All around, all around

Verse 1:

Your people have grown weary

Of living in confusion

When will we realize

That neither heaven is at peace

When we will live not in peace

(Refrain)

Verse 2:

Grant me serenity within

For the confusions around

Are mere reflections..

Of what’s within..

What’s within in me?(Refrain)

Lead me Lord

Lead me Lord

Lead me by the hand

And make me face the rising sun

Comfort me through all the pain

That life may bring

There’s no other hope

That I can lean upon

Lead me Lord

Lead me all my life

Walk by me

Walk by me across

The lonely road that I may face

Take my arms and let your hand

Show me the way

Show the way to live inside your heart

All my days, all my life

[refrain]

You are my light

You’re the lamb upon my feet

All the time my Lord

I need You there

You are my light I (just) cannot live alone

Let me stay by Your guiding love

All through my life

Lead me Lord

Lead me Lord

Even though at times

I’d rather go alone my way

Help me take the right direction

Take Your road

Lead me Lord

And never leave my side

All my days, All my life

[refrain 2]

You are my light

You’re the lamb upon my feet

All the time my Lord

I need You there

You are my light I (just) cannot live alone

Let me stay by Your guiding love

All through my life

All through my days

Lead me, O Lord

Lead me Lord