love.angel.music.baby, my sweet escape

rich girl

Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
[2x]

If I was a rich girl (na, na....)
See, I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl
No man could test me, impress me, my cash flow would never ever end
Cause I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl

Think what that money could bring
I'd buy everything
Clean out Vivienne Westwood
In my Galliano gown
No, wouldn't just have one hood
A Hollywood mansion if I could
Please book me first-class to my fancy house in London town

All the riches baby, won't mean anything
All the riches baby, won't bring what your love can bring
All the riches baby, won't mean anything
Don't need no other baby
Your lovin' is better than gold, and I know

If I was rich girl (na, na...)
See, I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl
No man could test me, impress me, my cash flow would never ever end
Cause I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl

I'd get me four Harajuku girls to (uh huh)
Inspire me and they'd come to my rescue
I'd dress them wicked, I'd give them names (yeah)
Love, Angel, Music, Baby
Hurry up and come and save me

All the riches baby, won't mean anything
All the riches baby, won't bring what your love can bring
All the riches baby, won't mean anything
Don't need no other baby
Your lovin' is better than gold, and I know

[Eve]
Come together all over the world
From the hoods of Japan, Harajuku girls
What, it's all love
What, give it up
What (shouldn't matter 4x), what
Come together all over the world
From the hoods of Japan, Harajuku girls
What, it's all love
What, give it up
What (shouldn't matter 4x)
What happened to my life
Turned upside down
Chicks that blew ya mind, ding, it's the second round
(Original track ending, mmm)
You know you can't buy these things (no)
See Stefani and her L.A.M.B., I rock the Fetish
People, you know who I am

Yes ma'am, we got the style that's wicked
I hope you can all keep up
We climbed all the way from the bottom to the top
Now we ain't gettin' nothin' but love

If I was rich girl (na, na...)
See, I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl
No man could test me, impress me, my cash flow would never ever end
Cause I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
[3x]

don't know why, but i feel gwen stefani today, nothing new to her these days. but her songs are on my track list every time i study for exams.

flourescent

I'm not saying nothing you don't already know

You know you're too delicious, more than I can handle

Lyin' around late at night, so luscious that I ache

Baby, why'd you fall asleep? I'm still awake

I'm in love, in love with a dream

My Valentine's gone and broke my wings

I'll see in time, I feel a bit weak

You better be right, 'cause you promised me

I must have lost my mind

I can't believe you're still inside my bed

I nearly walked awayI didn't think we'd still be rollin'

Dressing up in your love is a dangerous thing

My sexy super lover's got a real bad sting

Baby, didn't want no trouble, this is more than I can afford

I can't help myself, keep coming back for more

For more, can't help coming back for more

I'm in love, in love with a dream

My Valentine's gone and broke my wings

I'll see in time, I feel a bit weak

You better be right, 'cause you promised me

I must have lost my mind

I can't believe you're still inside my bed

I nearly walked awayI didn't think we'd still be rollin'

And as I watch you sleep in the dim light

I close my eyes and pray

Another fluorescent night

Yeah, you and I

Late night lovers kickin' in the covers

Don't need no one but you and I'

Cause every day is a weekend

Forget what we were thinkin'

Another sweet fluorescent night

Ooh, oh, ooh, oh

I must have lost my mind

I can't believe you're still inside my bed

I nearly walked awayI didn't think we'd still be rollin'

And as I watch you sleep in the dim light

I close my eyes and pray

Another fluorescent night

Yeah, you and I

...and it started raining gum balls!

Maybe then we could go for a ride

Drive down to the countryside

Get away from the gray

And frenzied hurly-burly of the city life

01-27-09
Tuesday

-had applied physics class.

actually, went to school earlier than usual. i tried to find my group mates and dr. lucido for our report for the next day in health eco! we really have no time to properly prepare our report. first, we don't have copies our lesson. second, one of my group mates gone for some family matters. and third, don't really have access to other members.

lunchtime. i found my group mates, and also dr. lucido. got the book and photocopied the lessons. now what's left was preparing the report. then the physics class started. came late because of the health eco stealing my time. i love physics and at the same time i hated it. my head ached for those difficult problems and the prof were giving us some hard time on tricky questions. i really did felt exhausted. i also worried the report. it's a fifty plus pages.

got home. very tired. i tried so hard to read the report but all i did was stare on it. so i decided to sleep and continue reading next day.

01-28-09

Wednesday

woke up very early and very worried about the health eco report. i actually didn't know where to start. i read it from the top. understand slowly got the whole idea, and the problem now was how to present it?! i thought about power point, but the time was already too short and don't have laptop to bring to school. I picked to use the traditional manila paper and marker. but realize that for the whole group it won't be enough and also the time. Came up with the idea of writing the important ideas and theory on paper and have it photocopied and will distribute it to the whole class. save time and cheaper! ^-^ imagine, for 7 hours i was only preparing for the report. then i took off to school. came a little late. and surprised by our prof announcing that class is cancelled! whooot! talk about the whole effort. he said we are having make-up class this coming Friday. hassle right?

went home. knock out off sleep!

damn! how i love to sleep !

01-29-09

Thursday

yay! no school! my favorite day!

well

nothing much.

watch movie.

sleep.

eat.

sleep again.

it's my usual you know?

truth, lies, and all that jazz

no point in telling the truth

if the story next day was twisted and believed

if you insist

you just become a cry wolf in the plaza

trying to please strangers

that you are a harmless kitten

Monday. I hate it waking up so early on Monday morning. I have this Monday sickness you know? OK. First things first. I have Rizal class at 7:30 but the class always starts after the flag ceremony ( one of the reasons I personally hate Monday mornings; standing for so long) at around 8:3o. I woke up exactly 7, did my morning rituals, rituals before go to school and all that. Leave home at 8:40, I was supposed to leave with mom and Shiela but I can't wait for them any longer, so head off first.

Reached school around quarter to 9 and got shocked when I entered the room. Everyone was busy. WE ARE HAVING A MAJOR EXAM! *0.0* .stones. Good thing I brought my permit and had read and remembered lessons. Kevin transferred behind me (the usual?). Got some answers from Claire. Allen got some from mine yet he scored higher than me. Upset when I learned Brenda couldn't get in because she's not wearing uniform. T.T I'm so excited to boast to her that Jason was in our house =.=

After exam, we went outside the room and straight to school cafeteria. Cristine was already there. We talked about the shit that happened last Friday afternoon. God D*^n F@#%$d! The story has been already twisted and believed by some assholes! Of course, what to expect?! They will cover up for themselves. Also, that time, it seemed that mom and Shiela were already talking in the OSA. Saw Dr. Lucido been called. Then Alvin came, joined our table. Then it started the story again. I was encircled by storytellers. Honestly, they were shouting already at me! As if I'm deaf and the one who committed it. No point on explaining to them, because they obviously tried to cover up and put the innocent one on the line. Then Sheila went out of the office. Malou points her out to Alvin. Alvin shocked that he didn't know her. And we TELL HIM MANY TIMES that Sheila also don't know him and would have no motive to put him on line. Then mom went out. I decided to join them. I learned that Sheila's name had been used.

Went home.

Sleep!

Tess came over, had a pedicure. I picked green for nail polish since it's Chinese New year! =.=

There are so many people wearing mask today.

P.S I'm not believing Shiela just because we are cousins, I'm believing her because I know this time she's telling the truth.

P.S #2 I was disappointed/upset/angered a little to Ms. Smarty Pants

P.S #3 I don't want to put our friendship in toll but I really don't like how you handled the truth.

P.S #4 It's not a threat, It's just the TRUTH.

actions that linger in my mind

Grant me serenity within

For the confusions around

Are mere reflections..

Of what’s within..

What’s within in me?

Yes it's SUNDAY but I have school. T.T Our RIZAL class are trying to cope the missed sessions by putting make-up classes on Sundays. It's the OnLY day that all of us are surely free.

• woke up with huge guilt T.T

Before went to bed, told to myself that I would go to church first before going to school. badly, I woke up late, as in, super late for the mass.

• took bath


• dressed


• blow dry my hair


• sent text to classmates


• received reply:

WE Have no class!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

• can't tell if disappointed or not

1. I'm already dressed and ready to go ( sayang bihis!) T.T


2. I can sleep more! (favorite) -_-

• helped in household chores


• got sermoned by mom


• irritated to sister


• indulge in my own world


• toooooooooooooooooo lllllllllllllaaaaaaaaaaaaazzzzzzzzzyyyyyyyyyyyyy bumbum

day dreaming

Once in the dream of a night I stood

Lone in the light of a magical wood,

Soul-deep in visions that poppy-like sprang;

And spirits of Truth were the birds that sang,

And spirits of Love were the stars that glowed,

And spirits of Peace were the streams that flowed

In that magical wood in the land of sleep.

• read favorite Manga on-line, the latest chapter of Alice Academy
• Sleep
• net surfing
• read some school notes
• read some last sem notes!!! T.T

I'm that bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

All I did was day dreaming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

busy house

01-22-2009

- i didn't have school so decided to hit the saloon for a major hair repair. My hair has been a mess for a long time.-

my hair was a no no that really needed to be tied up or ironed or else I'll look like a bush!

-i reached saloon, so excited but my favorite stylist, LOvely, was not there. She-he have an emergency and needed to go back to his-her province in somewhere south of the country. First I was so hesitated but I decided to have a service from other stylist. They said that Lovely will be back after a week. Obviously, my hair cannot wait another week of suffering. So I accepted the service from Caesar. I want my hair to be cellophane. But to my disappointment, I didn't like the colour Caesar used in my hair. He used dark brown, which obviously doesn't' look much obvious! 0.o I love my red wine colored hair that Lovely always use when I made her cellophane my hair.-

my hair that LOvely managed for some 9 months ago

hair managed by Caesar. see? the color is gone. But shiny! -.^

01-23-2009

It was already dawn when I was startled by call from my cousin Roxy. She called just to informed that they will come in our house by day together with her mom and dad. But they will go first to Tita Vicenta's house in San Rafael before coming to ours. So I waited until my mom woke up and tell her that they will come. Goodness! I felt so sleepy when the sun will ready to shine. I was overwhelmed by insomnia for two days and two nights. whoo! I slept for incredible 5 hours! STILL NOT ENOUGH! ugh!

Afternoon when the expected guests came. My Ninong, Ate Roxy's dad went straight to San Roque for some change oil, Ninang, Ate Roxy's mom, together with Tita Vicenta, Ate Aileen, Jaja, Ghim and Andrei stayed in our house. Ate Roxy who called me didn't show up, because she was still sleeping. They had some merienda. My aunts and mom had some chit-chats. Me and Ate Aileen looked after the three little kiddos! I became a nanny for hours.

Outside our house there is a nipa hut. My cousin Sheila invited our schoolmates in college to come and have some drinks. Well, the freshy of PT got seriously drunk! Some of the invited were RadTech and mostly Nursing students.

It was already 5 in the afternoon when our visitors went home. After they gone. My friends that were invited by Shiela went in our house. They watched T.V and accidentally slipped that they still have class. So even drunk they head back to school. Sheila, for no reason, went again to school. Coming back home crying, looking for my mom, telling her that she is needed to come to school tomorrow with Sheila to clear some issues. I was surprised seeing Sheila crying, accompanied by our schoolmates. because she was suspected by 2nd yr students about the "leakage issue" on the Health eco. examination. The whole circle were inside our house. I didn't know all their names. But I can't wait to to tell Brenda that JAson was in our house! whoohoo! Brenda will be so jealous knowing that her crush was in the house of her deary friend! =.=

that's all for now!

I need to sleep more. I need my energy for P.E class tomorrow!

what a day!

I woke up early, because my sister was too noisy early in the morning. She heads off to her school. I ate breakfast with mom. Then I watched T.v for an hours before realising that within 5 hours, I have to take two major exams both in afternoon. It took me almost only an hour to read the lectures in health economics. READ not Study. I was watching T.V. The papers were in front of me, already reading it, but my mind was so high on cloud nine! My focus was out of reach. So, I stopped, and continue watching T.V =.=. I also didn't bother about the exam in Computer. I don't know. maybe just because I was so lazy.

Honestly, I had two major exams that I successfully went through! (thank God!) First, the Computer exam about MS excel, I was absent in all the meetings of this topic. So, as a not so surprisingly for my self, I took the exam with no lectures at all. The first part was identification, I got only one mistake, and the rest of the answers were all from what I've understand from Ms Word (good thing both are interrelated) ^.^. The second part was the practical part. Bu#@!&*t! I did it manually! Dumb me! there was a shortcut! That's why my Prof was laughing at me all the time he passed by me.

-then first exam was finished, we hung out at school cafeteria-

-I ate late lunch- (tnx to the staff who heated up the meal only for me 0.0)

-my cousin Sheila went down when she saw me eating, she also had exam in chemistry without lunch-

-the green mango vendor passed by, I bought four pieces, for me, Sheila and for Claire and Ate Raquel-

-Ian started to notice the viand I'm eating, he was eating a lollipop, took him sometime to ask me to have a taste to the beefsteak. I gave him, but I think he still needs more, he just too shy.

iancyrleclaire

it's a beefsteak

yup! i made them to heat it up!

ahh

-after long time, when the rice was almost empty and there were still alot of viand-

can I have a taste of it?

oh sure...

it's salty

of course!

it was made of soy sauce

try it with the fish sauce

hahaha

0.o

Then he had a new lollipop, and start to ask Claire to treat him for a piece of sandwich. of course Claire just ignored him because she thought he was just joking. Then Ian started to take off my wallet, I grab it from him, I also just ignored him. Then he started to tell us that we should just lend him money. also... we ignore him, we also took it as a joke.

christineianclairecyrle

yas!(my other name) ian took your wallet

look and grab the wallet off of him

laughs

-------

you three could lend me 10 pesos each

ignore

ignore

ignore

still sucking the lollipop

notice that no more candy

notice that the stick was torn in half by chewing it

Claire treat me for a slice of gardenia

i don't have money

owws?

i really don't have money

lend me money, even 20 pesos only

lends money

bought gardenia

eat right away, went off, looking out for lalin

may be he was really hungry

maybe!

-after ian left, the three of us decided to study for the next exam which was Health Economics. ian came back. Arvhie came by, also to study.-
-I gave Kua Rodell the photocopy of our report for the next meeting. -
-Kevin came, to study also-

kevincyrlecharlesDEAN

what are we going to test?

whole chapter one

may I borrow your copy?

lends copy

-a little longer-

why don't you make cheat?

can i? ;)

of course! almost our classmates know what are the answers to the exam

ehh?

there was a leakage from the the first section, if you don't cheat them, you'll be cheated.

ok ok ok. can i have a piece of paper?

here

-charles came-

let's cheat ^.^

sure! ;D

0.0???

jot down

jot down

just looking

kevin our course is BS E.T

:)

huh? 0.o??? what E.T?

Extra Terrestrial! -_-

laughs

why?

because every time the Dean calls a meeting for PT, we were always excluded

looks to kevin O.o

laughs

jot down

jot down

bored

-the dean of PT came-

stones O.O

smiles

nice! you are studying hard

hides kodiks

hey cristine! study hard.

hey claire!

kevin. cyrle. ignored!

-Lalin came-

-nothing much-

-talks to dean-

bides farewell to lalin, christine, and clare

ignores kevin and cyrle o.O

grins :)

grins :)

told you!

hahah

-we didn't know that lalin already took the exam at the library-

LalinCyrle

i'm going home

huh? how about the exam?

I already took it at the library just now

so that's why your missing...

yes!

why didn't you tell us?

I was just at the lib doing research and dr. Lucido was there so I took the exam

ahh

Study! it was really difficult

GOD!

right!

ok ok ok

-took off-

-but before she really evaporates, whispered gossip to me that was really bothersome-

but now its OK-

-from cafeteria we saw dr. Lucido going to our room, immediately decided to follow him. He was obviously in bad mood. It concerned about the "cheating/leakage" incident from the first section which is said to be passed on our section.

The usual setting of exam, at least one seat apart from one another, I sat near Clare, Kevin behind me, Arvhie and Aceyork formed V shape with Kevin. Eye swear from me to Arvhie and Aceyork we looked like a pyramid. Christine sat behind Claire and on her right was Kimberly. In front of me was Carlos Chua, I preferred him to call Chua. Obviously, there was a bad aura coming out from Dr. Lucido. This exam was my-first-ever-Dictation-type-major-exam.

The Prof became a sinful priest with it's long sermon and foul words! Pity him. We can really notice that he cannot breath well. HIGH BLOOD! Then he noticed Kevin who silently sitting on his chair. You can just feel the tension in the air.

Dr.LucidoKevin

kevin let's see what are you going to answer in this exam when you were absent in all meetings of midterm

huh? What absent?

Your not here on deliberation day and also last meeting! I've checked the attendance!

-_____-

Are you insulting me and my subject?

-_____- HUh?

You attend other subject but not mine!

How can you say so??

I've known you from the C2 incident!

ah! ah!

Yes I really do! Thanks for that incident I noticed you!

mumbling words

noticed it

Why don't you drop My subject?!

OK!

then go!

-but kevin didn't get out, still seating, ready to tAKE THE TEST-

Finally, the exam started. instead of 100 items it was reduced to 60 items test and the essay part was removed, cannot really say if it is a punishment for the crime no one in our class committed, or a compensation because we were just dragged along in the leakage issue, because we ware the other section that would benefit from it. I can classify the exam as moderate. Some are tricky question. But not really good one. Because for the whole entire exam period, the Prof was not in good mood. For the very main reason, the culprit was sending text messages while the Prof facilitates the exam. that alone irritates him. He even send someone out to buy him water. He often goes out to breath air.

On the other hand, the action of the Prof benefited others. When he goes out, others went cheating. Even the notable "Clean" Dean's Lister's' goes cheating. Can't help it, as I said earlier, the questions are very tricky and each were ask only twice. If you are deaf, sorry. If you are idiot, what a loser. I gave Kevin answers, which he passed to Arvhie and Aceyork. (PYRAMID). Stupid Aceyork! He even dares to call my name out and rephrasing the answers and ask again and again directly at me, in which we were almost one and a half meter distance from one another. Chua asked me for some answers, I also got some from him, and also Claire to me and vice-versa. But most of my answers were mine.

During the exam, the Prof read out the text message of the culprit.

"Sir I'm really sorry. I feel so ashamed that because of me my classmates are suffering. Please do think about it. How about my classmate, How about us when the board exam is coming, How can we take it, how about our parents working hard for us"

When Prof read that, I don't know if I will give a damn or not. I was overwhelmed by the exams. My head aches, at the same time I want to SLAP and PUNCH that stupid culprit. But I'm not sure who he really was, but I'm so sure that the culprit is a HE. The way I interpret his text, he sincerely asking for forgiveness but I don't like the way he ask it, not because it was a text message, but because he dares to use the words our parents, working hard, how about us, how we able to get the board. I mean. WHY he didn't have a THOUGHT of those words, of those persons, when he was committing is crime???????????????????????

stupid! Stupid! tanga! putik! kainis!

The exam was finished for almost two hours. We checked it. All are passed, the way he graded it, even a single correct answer will mean 3, because it falls on below 30 -_-

CyrleKevinArvhie

me= currently in my big head behavior

-aceyork gone like a wind-

you guys must treat me

laughs

laughs

must! must! must! =.=

Arvhie sundae. Kevin burger. Aceyork *disappears* large fries

:) sure

:) ok, sundae's mine

yas thank you

thanks

MAY BAYD UN! 0.o

tin, me, and claire went out. The siomai vendor was there, surrounded by kevin, arvhie,lemuel and some guys

cyrlekevin

Cy!

what?!

waving twenty pesos in mid air

got the idea

come!

i don't like! thanks but maybe next time. I want to go home now. I don't like siomai! It's cheap! hahaha

*grins* thanks again!

ok

- the truth is, i also want siomai, but knowing kevin's side of stingyness, i have to decline, I'm with Claire and Christine, and he's going to treat only me. that wouldn't be fair-

home.

tired.

fall sleep without dinner

too tired to eat.

T.T

true colors

i know...

i lied to you,

and i'm very sorry...

for those moments of unreality,

my dream lives on.

sorry for my selfishness

I've shown you my doubled face

because I'm afraid of the fact that you'll just ignore me.

I hide the truth for a single happiness eventhough inside I feel a thousand guilt for lying to you.

You don't know me, and you'll never will

'coz there is no way that you will pay attention to me.

the air is getting thin

and I want to stay for some time

too bad I can not live in my dreams

why don't you???

If you ever need a helping hand you'll find one at the end of your arm

=Saturday=

My day started as my cousin waken me up through my window looking for hair iron, which, unfortunately for her was with our other cousin's house. I took all my morning rituals. then off to school.
I reached school and the class was already started, that because the professor mixed the first section and my class for some little competition. Good thing, there was no late for that day.

We played basketball and my team sucks! I have two teammates who did their part with a mix of I-don't-know-who-my-teammates-are. I didn't shoot, the ball for me was too heavy to lift up and throw. So, for my part, I'd helped at defence and running down the latter. I nearly smacked the face of our opponent for she held the ball for so long, hugging it by all means! and I tried to get it from her that lead to the ball smacked her face! =.=

We ate our lunch. Had some chit-chat. Suddenly, we recieved a text message from Cristine. She couldn't get to school for some lame and obvious a lie excuse.

That text irritates me! For this shows how Tin don't care about studies much. She often got absents for different lame excuses which was hard to believe. She didn't even got better grades even if she was present. It's just some of her... I don't want to talk about it anymore. Just with the decision that me and all the PT2 will once try to make her realise we will no longer aid her until she help her own self.

Sorry Tin, it's for your own good.

i'll let go

-The harder you fight to hold on to specific assumptions,

the more likely there's gold in letting go of them.-

I'm currently learning "the letting go" theme in life.

I always practice this. I don't really hold on things that much.

But this time it's different.

I've got this feeling since elementary days.

No one, other than me, knows this crime of mine.

I bore it all through out the years.

Luckily, I was able to express it behind closed doors and insufferable mask.

The victim didn't able to learn who I am.

But I revealed the truth, still, behind the ghost of my adversities.

The feeling I felt,

I'm sure of it,

I will never feel it again.

For it will never be the same again.

During those times, I felt happy and at the same time, I also felt the scary feelings of endless worries.

Again, It took a year for me to be able to unleash this crime.

I swear I will never do it again.

Even though I know.

Behind this oath.

I will never be able to taste the sweet melody of the song I've always wanted.

To let go does not mean to stop caring, it means I can't do it for someone else.

To let go is not to cut myself off, it's the realization I can't control another.

To let go is not to enable, but allow learning from natural consequences.

To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands.

To let go is not to try to change or blame another, it's to make the most of myself.

To let go is not to care for, but to care about.

To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive.

To let go is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being.

To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their destinies.

To let go is not to be protective, it's to permit another to face reality.

To let go is not to deny, but to accept.

To let go is not to nag, scold or argue, but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.

To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires, but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.

To let go is not to criticize or regulate anybody, but to try to become what I dream I can be.

To let go is not to regret the past, but to grow and live for the future.

To let go is to fear less and love more

The time to love is short