-The harder you fight to hold on to specific assumptions,
the more likely there's gold in letting go of them.-
I'm currently learning "the letting go" theme in life.
I always practice this. I don't really hold on things that much.
But this time it's different.
I've got this feeling since elementary days.
No one, other than me, knows this crime of mine.
I bore it all through out the years.
Luckily, I was able to express it behind closed doors and insufferable mask.
The victim didn't able to learn who I am.
But I revealed the truth, still, behind the ghost of my adversities.
The feeling I felt,
I'm sure of it,
I will never feel it again.
For it will never be the same again.
During those times, I felt happy and at the same time, I also felt the scary feelings of endless worries.
Again, It took a year for me to be able to unleash this crime.
I swear I will never do it again.
Even though I know.
Behind this oath.
I will never be able to taste the sweet melody of the song I've always wanted.
To let go does not mean to stop caring, it means I can't do it for someone else.
To let go is not to cut myself off, it's the realization I can't control another.
To let go is not to enable, but allow learning from natural consequences.
To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands.
To let go is not to try to change or blame another, it's to make the most of myself.
To let go is not to care for, but to care about.
To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive.
To let go is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being.
To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their destinies.
To let go is not to be protective, it's to permit another to face reality.
To let go is not to deny, but to accept.
To let go is not to nag, scold or argue, but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.
To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires, but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.
To let go is not to criticize or regulate anybody, but to try to become what I dream I can be.
To let go is not to regret the past, but to grow and live for the future.
To let go is to fear less and love more
The time to love is short
